I want to say I'm alright
I want to see my old smile
I want to hear myself laugh
I want it back my whole life
But all I could barely say
I'm trying to feel okay today

Battling while losing my balance
Putting someone first before me
Hiding the truth with camouflage
Missing some place but won't step in
Did I just buried myself in different ways
Everytime I thought I handle it right

Best believe I'm...