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Forever Lost
Tell me you don't love me anymore
The sweetest lie you ever tell
Will be the one that spares my heart
From the years I'll live a life in hell 
That is this earth knowing
This feeling in my chest
That grips my heart and twists
Mercilessly 
Be merciful tell me you never loved me
That to you I'm not the one
So I may walk away keeping hopes glimmer
That I didn't lose my soulmate
That I'll not be a home to emptiness
Eternal black hole within my soul 
Where you ripped back your heart from me
Sloppily sewing up the wound after shoving mine back in
Set on living life without me taking what loneliness may come to you
Simply to revel in the anguish you see writhing inside of me
Falling to my knees beg mercy on my sickened unworthy battered dreams and
Lie to me so I will think my loves still somewhere waiting
A lie to tease my knowing soul that my soulmate has not rejected the match 
Because he could not bear to be the one to have to hold me forever
Tell me I am wrong what I'm feelings just...