don't forget about me... I'm always forgotten.. Ever since I was a child, people have told me they won't forget me, won't leave me behind..... I just want someone to say they will stay and for once in life actually do so ~

When it's 4 am and your freezing cold reaching out towards my once, side of the bed, for an embrace of my body warmth against your cold flesh,
will you miss it?
Will you miss me?
Would you crave my presence now that I am so afar?
Tell me....
Would you ask yourself 'why?"
Why would you let your person drift so far away into the stormy weather? The person you promised to always keep safe and protect as they do for you?
Why would you want that gone?
Why would you risk loosing your limbs to frost bite and speak nothing but a emptyless words that shake and shatter to nothing but the sound of white noise?

I'm drowning and everytime I try to get out of the water to get some air you just keep pushing me back down into the water or not grabbing my open arms quickly enough to reel me onto safe dry land, I try to get your attention and grasp onto the raft, I cry for your help but it seems to be like you shrub me off in fear you may fall into the tides to,
so the current keeps pulling me farther away from the raft, I'm drowning and you see me but your to scared of...