I never grew up
No matter how much I try to act mature it's never enough
I still wish I could run away to a wonderland
A world where life for me is actually planned
Where I don't have to make difficult choices
Where my ears didn't rang with their loud voices
Here I feel like nobody
If I wait here I am not even going be anyone's memory
But I don't want that
I want to grow up infact
I want to be somebody to someone
I want someone to take a risk and call me their THE ONE
Someone who would just tell me,"I know you've been very strong",
"And wanting something childish is nothing wrong"
I know people get hurt and have their trauma
Just because I wasn't hurt as bad as them doesn't mean I am creating drama
Even I know the scary feeling in the heart
When everything around you is just dark
Just because I am not mature enough as everyone else
Doesn't mean I don't have nightmares created by my own Hell.
© Prajakta