and then it all hit me
i was never a good friend.
yes i might put everyone else before me,
but that does not mean im a good friend.
i can be ignorant, even though i care fot someone deeply enough to die for them.
when i get angry im mean to anyone,
even though they did noting wrong.
i was never a good friend..

i let some people feel left out,
i feel like a monster under my bed.
how can i fix it?
i know i can, but im hard to change.
i need to be a better friend.