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Help me, no I cant help myself.
Help me to believe that im somebody else, not some fucking addict who can't dream cause his habbits are chopped on the table till he screams, "LET ME HAVE IT!". Dont know why i even try, demons just won't let me die! When i look in the mirror and say hi, can't look me in the eye, cause we're both ashamed of the guy on the otherside. Can't find my peace and quiet, somethings are better left in silence. Maybe i just need guidence, or maybe just more vilonce as im heading for a breakdown.
Can ya help out?!
So many selfish fucking phobias, like self inflicted loneliness!
But fuck it, i got nothing left to say, cause we're all gonna die anyway.
Shit could happen any day.
I just turned 19 and didnt say a damn thing.
Help me to believe that im somebody else, not some fucking addict who can't dream cause his habbits are chopped on the table till he screams, "LET ME HAVE IT!". Dont know why i even try, demons just won't let me die! When i look in the mirror and say hi, can't look me in the eye, cause we're both ashamed of the guy on the otherside. Can't find my peace and quiet, somethings are better left in silence. Maybe i just need guidence, or maybe just more vilonce as im heading for a breakdown.
Can ya help out?!
So many selfish fucking phobias, like self inflicted loneliness!
But fuck it, i got nothing left to say, cause we're all gonna die anyway.
Shit could happen any day.
I just turned 19 and didnt say a damn thing.
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