I am fading, I am away

Walking on a path,
Where no one would see
Climbing the tallest mountain
Or diving into the deepest sea.

I am fading, I am fading away

So lost is my world seems to be
In those cursed deserts,
I wish to pour some water to my only tree
Evil and sad, this world is now!
It's dying deep within me.

Walking on a forbidden land
I did the sin of my life
I am now full of curses

Don't touch me now
For it's too late to save what is lost
Not that I wanted to fade
But this is how it always happens, they said.
I am fading , I am fading
Does the beauty has lost its meaning
Or the life has just lost its tuning?
Is the inferno in which I am living?
Or perhaps I am just dreaming.

Asking help from Emptiness
Even she is keeping her eternal silence,
Where should I go now?

I am fading ,...