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4 walls
I always feel like so out of place. Maybe not even of the human race. I just don't feel like I belong. Theres something inside me that feels so wrong. I've always felt so different inside. I do my best and try to hide. I feel uncomfortable, like I'm stuck in a shell. I'm sick and tired, I'm lonely as hell. I've always been afraid to open my mouth and speak. If I do they'll no I'm a freak. It can't be normal the way that I think. When I was 5 yrs old I was sent to a shrink. I'm not sure did any good. I was just a kid that was misunderstood. I learned how to be alone over the years. It's real easy when theirs no one around who cares. I built 4 walls so I would always be protected. Over time these walls where erected. With my own two hands I laid each stone. I built a place where I can be all alone.

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