when I was green, happy and singing was in my yard.
I was once a flower whom a lot of bird and insects depends on.
till unknown disaster changed my nutrient.
since then all the birds and insects are gone, my visible bird has now turn invisible.
though it was said " no matter the beauty of the sun it shall surely go off" but can't change my plans of recovering to be fit again.
I know the provider will provides me good sun shine and rain fall to make me fertile and healthier .
though hopeless I'm doesn't mean forever hopeless.
I Know one day I will meet a joy which is more healthier than the previous one.
I will raise again.