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I am not okay
The day I stop meeting everything less, people are talking about me, just because I'm unlike the rest, never did I know I would become the headline . I tried my best ignoring the unwanted feelings but sometimes it difficult to understand why only me I had to go through this heaviness since the day I changed to be different versions of myself, I don't harm nobody living alone, living private life, why being so much noisy, irrespective of people like me get noticeable everything once I choose to be disappear from crowd.

This is my culture and I can design my living as my wishes, they shouldn't be interrupting what doesn't feel nice to them, we People are not the creator of invalidating other freedom, there is nothing wrong in living individual unlike someone, if my taste doesn't meet up to their expectations then just abandon your thoughts of expecting me to be like thousand of people as you view, I can't change to be how you expected, and I can't change you to be how I expected, hope everyone understood the simply purpose of living different in their own way. I am not intended to be a social introvert, this trait chooses me and I can't change what already exists in my nature.
Until I'm hurting someone else's life, don't trigger me with your disrespectful tone, no one has a drop of clue how unsuccessfully I'm trying my best.

Don't study the way I'm living because no one would graduate reading someone else's life, life is what I choose to be Myself, and to be oneself is, no One can change, except her.


© Sarita jeinao
@saritajeinao