Let me present a wretched life by the words..

When I was a 9 year old....
I just wish the capsule that I took may
work for me to dead...
When my father beat me,without mercy to dead
I just wish to die.So,that I may find my peace...
When I was in torment,experiencing unspeakable agonizing torture of pain....
I just wish to have something or someone to ease my pain
When I was alone....Being consumed by my hollow darkness
I just fuckin wish there will be...