That's what I said, and I will learn to live with it...

You'd think it'd be easy to be unselfish, but it really isn't, it's one of the things I've had to beat myself into submission to do even when I knew you'd be smiling.

To be just empty space, an inhabitant of nothingness again..

If you see this just pretend you were just looking at a blank page and go on with your day.

No,I'm not so good at being the humble and kind unfeeling person I try hard to be especially when I have to forfeit the only dream I calmly watched always knowing it was just that...

I really wish sometimes my heart the one that remembered you kept it's sound from me, then again I'm lying about that too..

I'm just a coward running back into the void hoping I can just shut out everything all over again, just let me sit in complete nothing and just melt so I don't have to feel or understand the part of me I hate, that's making this difficult.

This is your happiness, I want you to be happy even if you're not looking at me..

I just want to rip and...