I overanalyzing everything and this too,
And it's so funny and sad too
how I want to be happy with 60% efforts.

But it's okay, you know? I lately feel so stressed about everything and once you got into the black hole, it's hard to get rid of it but I do trust in God.

I'm not a big religious blondie, who goes every weekend to church but a girl who started to trust in God 'cause she knows everything happens for a reason.

The way I write this poem is happens for a reason,
Like what the fuck? The words just come and come but I'm not even a writer.

I feel scared of change but want to change.
It's hard to be a teenager but maybe it would be easier,
If maybe one time I don't overthink everything and enjoy life...