You know not so long ago I nearly killed myself. I had this blade under my pillow, and my mind kept telling me to act... But when it was time to open my veins one last time, I cried. And I collapsed with fatigue from several days of almost no sleep. The most striking thing for me was to say these words 'At least I'm here today', the person thought my mother didn't want me to come.. I replied coldly to his questions with...