#thoughtry

my heart exhilarated with an alarm
of exceeding you,
having an exceeded memory of you.

you have gone, yet the weight
you throw on me
was still holding on.

i took a stroll into my heart
and it whispers me something
i can't understand.
yet there's something i have to do
or else my systems would get collapse.

i been doing this for long,
giving my deleting thoughts
a wrong direction.

but now, it can't be done.
my heart deleted you one by one
without...