Come join a conversation am having with me, myself and I
Join my introspection that's too deep if you can't swim you gon' die
I'm letting all my sharks take a bite of the small fish before they eat me alive
Just a reminder this is a conversation between you and I

I passed out from carrying a heavy heart
I woke up to a cold wet pillow and as I dig into my memory...
I remember how silent my cries were in my sleep
These tears water my strong black beard but the same can't be said about me
As these tears overflow like the Nile river after days of heavy rain... I remind myself of the sun that will be shining bright in my face
I've said my apologies but I have not found peace
The visuals of the atrocities and crimes that I have committed are beating me into depression and anxiety
But I still fail the test of going out sad
I don't leave my bed feeling worse than someone dealing with regret
As I fumble my steps to glory, I am walking beside myself with a blury vision covered in tears
Outrageous laughs from the voices in my head trying to instill fear
But now that I am here...
I am so proud of...