As I lay here in our bed staring up at the ceiling the thoughts in my head are of the words I read you wrote to her. Those words which hurt me so much can not be freed from my thoughts. I try and try to just escape my own thoughts but my brain and my heart always keep me up. I get so frustrated with not sleeping that my thoughts take over and I think fuck you,fuck her, and fuck me for being so naive. I try not to let the anger in but it just lingers in the back of my thoughts its dark tentacles reaching out and prying out my soul. The nights use to be so peaceful,calming,relaxing and restful. Now my nights are field with tears and loss for what we had and in my thoughts im trying to figure out how to forgive and forget the words you wrote to her and how you broke my heart.
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