Guess what guys, Im sober tonight. I wasn't this morning, I was feeling alright. I was lost in the darkness but I just found some light. I was feeling ok with not being high.. I was sitting outside, just enjoying my life when I finally felt that I wanted to fight. I saw all the beauty while day turned to night. Watching the sunset, so amazed by its shine. Ignoring the hate with a clear open mind, It was really the one time I ever felt fine.
I think Im ok guys, this feeling is right.
Here's a text from my friend "get ready to fly" im thinking it over, im gonna decline. Run into another so I stop and say hi. I told them im happy and sober and bright. They laughed in my face and assumed that I lied. Now my smile is fading, im pissed and im crying. Whatever I guess, It'll stop me from whining. It'll make me not care that the world just stopped trying, so I text him right back "on my way" . guess its time..