When is it ever a good day?
Is it when you don’t listen to everything bad people say?
Is it when you just get up and walk away?

No your games I’ll no longer play!
Maybe time to do things my way!
Maybe it’s best I don’t remain here to stay!

Maybe there’s another way!
My thoughts and feelings all mixed up I don’t know what message to convey!
What if it all ended on this day?

Have I already decided I’ve given up?
Maybe the answer to that is yup?
Got nothing left to fill my cup!

Everyday is battle!
You’re told get back up on that saddle!
In my head it’s like my brain the demons are trying to rattle!

Everyone thinks me a fool!
I’m not just someone to be used as a tool!
Why are some people so cruel?

I’m done carrying this mental weight I’m no mule!
It’s my time to refuel!
I’m done playing by everyone else’s rule!

© BDawg90