Lies
Is it fun to lie?
Is it fun to ignore?
To leave me hanging?
Have I asked.
Have I said.
Only later do I understand
Repeatedly
You keep saying it's my fault
Keep saying I don't care enough
You keep hurting yourself with such words
But
You are not bad
You care for others
You listen to others
Just not me
I waited for you to return
I waited for you to text me
I waited for you to finally ask
To tell me it all
How much longer do I have to wait?
How many more months?
Another year?
For God's sake
Stop leaving me here with lies
Stop accidentally sending me pictures
I know you are back
I know you could meet me
It's just... you don't want to
Right?
Just say that.
Stop being like this
In the end, I again will be at fault
...and again I will have to carry the guilt
please
just stop already
I too exist now
Not only in past
But right now too
© Name
Is it fun to ignore?
To leave me hanging?
Have I asked.
Have I said.
Only later do I understand
Repeatedly
You keep saying it's my fault
Keep saying I don't care enough
You keep hurting yourself with such words
But
You are not bad
You care for others
You listen to others
Just not me
I waited for you to return
I waited for you to text me
I waited for you to finally ask
To tell me it all
How much longer do I have to wait?
How many more months?
Another year?
For God's sake
Stop leaving me here with lies
Stop accidentally sending me pictures
I know you are back
I know you could meet me
It's just... you don't want to
Right?
Just say that.
Stop being like this
In the end, I again will be at fault
...and again I will have to carry the guilt
please
just stop already
I too exist now
Not only in past
But right now too
© Name