You don't need too many braincells to protect yourself

When you don't have time to worry about your health

I'm not afraid of death

I'm afraid of not being able to answer any questions they might ask

I hate feeling like my dad

My life without them, is trash

You'll tell me to go to therapy

They'll tell me to blame the only woman that ever cared about me

The top won't know where they went wrong
They won't know till it's too late

They only listen to people that told them they were great

So many already signed their fate

Unfortunately that's the only way most will relate

I remember that all you can do is hate

I remember your take

Open disdain

While I was someone she thought to degrade

You couldn't apologize for that kind of mistake
I can't forget the role you played

Never forgetters?

I don't have handlers

When people treat me like shit

I remember why my mother taught me to have manners

You don't have to talk all the time, they're not supposed to know your answers

They're antiques gathering dust

To contend with me, you have to give a fuck

You don't gotta stay outta the way

You just gotta keep believing that I'm stuck

That I'm dumb

I assure you, I didn't want this outcome

Everyone has the capacity to be pushed to a point where they've had enough

Derision

Everytime I show love

Every distraction you're tracing

Is unintentionally life saving

You get the depth, you get the gist of what I'm saying?

If my children ever forgot about me, that's when I'd go missing

I don't want your compliments

I don't gotta hold your frustration

You'd die with a smile on your face, that kinda comfort I can't grasp

The sentiments I make have to last

So when they think to ask

They won't rely upon your misshapen facts

They'll know the extent of my heart's impact

I know why you treat me like trash

You look in the mirror
That's all the power you had

When I see successful people struggle, it makes me laugh

They think they can control that

Their memory

Their wrath

Their wealth

Will eventually lapse

Only a matter of time before a demented senior citizen passed all of it down to a dumbass

That'd give everything they had to any woman that let them smash
Being self aware

Meant that when it comes to anyone else I don't have to care

Prey runs at the sight of a wolves teeth

If it's me or them, I can break a couple jaws atleast

You gotta live for your kids

I'd happily give my life just so they knew I loved them as much as I do

A man's heart can only be measured by what's most important to him

Their trust

Their love
I'll spend the rest of my life trying to win

I know you have to earn such cherished sentiments

To be judged solely by what I could do for you

Is to know a future, where I don't reside where you left me at

Life without you hasn't been that bad

I remember when I was secure enough to express those dark moments, I thought you were all I had

Oh, you just wanted to make some cash?

Don't worry now, go make a tiktok

Before I say I do to a thot

I'm gonna pick up a sock

Instantaneous gratification, or understanding everything you're not?

If I could go back in time, a lot of people wouldn't have got a second thought

Then again

I'd miss out on my two beautiful girls, an they're all I got

I made this, without caring whether or not you would

I gotta mind no demon would visit

How the fuck are you still sane?
Dealing with that much bullshit

Idunno I abused way too many prescriptions

Just for God to be like

Haha existence

I gotta away from all that

Improvements I only made...