I wanna say I'm okay,
In truth I have nothing to worry,
Yet this feeling lingers on,
In those moment I can feel dandy,
Hopeful, filled with joy,
But soon enough it returns,
A boomerang of sorrow,
Drowning me in tears.

It's there every day,
An bottomless emptiness,
And it's not fucking fair!
I've tried all that can imagine,
Time with friends,
Games with the family,
Trips to take me away,
Stupid fucking Drugs to hide the pain,...