I'm trying to find happiness
in a garden that's full of griefness
but the more I'm trying, the more I'm crying
I don't know where my courage is hiding
I keep My eyes all lit and glowing
hiding the emotions that are flowing
I keep My face looking fit and smiling
hiding the soul inside that's crying.
At night my thought would dine on my
lil' left happiness
and leave me with only pain and darkness
then I will wake from the night I didn't sleep
realising depression is for me to keep
the daytime to me is all glitter and gold
but once the sunset it's all bitter and cold
I need someone to comfort my soul
before my thoughts take their toll.

© nicoclancy