the day I lost you I can honestly say sis I did not know what to do. I did not want to believe it I said no way it can't be true!! I was consumed with sadness, flashbacks of beautiful memories as well as our conversations too.

I SO DEARLY LOVED YOU

You were so much to me, the sister I never had, the friend I so cherished, my laughing partner, my sharing partner we talked about everything and experienced a lot of life together.
how do I say goodbye to you sis? you loved on me unconditionally you saw the best and the worst of me, yet you never gave up on me. you understood the why's long before I did and did your best to make me see so I could forgive and then be set free. you knew everything about me.
Sis now you are so free and in the arms of your Abba Daddy, and I know this I am a believer who really believes but I am also human filled with emotions compassion empathy and very pensive.
I struggle with a thought of how much fear you felt I know you didn't want to leave but the worst feeling is when you don't want to say goodbye to someone but you know you have to Goodbye sis.
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