Am I real,

I feel so unstable and broken,

Like I'm on fire,

I bottle up every thing inside and look like I don't care,

And it always comes back to me that one question,

Am I real,

Tears always com down like they own my face,

Creating pathway's in between,

Am I real,

I can't stop with that question,

Am I real,

My mind spins further and further away,

I become so distant to people,

Thinking that it would be easier,

But it only gets worse,

Am I real,

I stand quite and alone,

As everyday ends and the next day begins,

My mind is going crazy,

I'm battling every thought,

What do you do when you're so broken and exposed,

Am I real,

I feel so troubled,

I deal with an ocean of pain,

Always opposing of negative thoughts,

Am I real,

Life causes me so much pain,

Just having to think about my own life makes me hurt even more,

I need it to stop,

I need everything to stop,

Am I real,

I am so weak,

So broken,

So exposed,

I'd rather be quite then loud,

I'd rather have a boat by myself then have one full of people,

Am I real,

So much chaos,

So much destruction,

So much pain,

So many thoughts that are harsh in life,

Will it ever end,

And again back to the same question,

Am I real.💔

by Alexandria Miner
@Alexa812