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LIVING WITH DARKNESS.
I'm sitting here, alone and depressed, got this nine in my hand, trying to compress, all these thoughts inside my head, its making me a mess, sick and tired of being so stressed, while everyones thinking I'm so blessed, their blind to whats got me in a bind, been tring to find away to unwine but cant even find the time to dine my own wife. My life is such a wreck. Im about to take that last ticket west.
I'm standing here, drunk and depressed, got this nine to my head, I'm ready to confess, all my sins and misdeeds, lay them to rest. Then paint the wall with my brains, leave it a mess. I must confess, I've got no reason for the way that i am, couldn't explain it in away to make you understand. I've been misunderstood since the day I began, but no more, its gonna all end when I leap off that ledge and take that fall, leaving it all behind. I'm gone.
I'm lying here, dead and gone, there's no more stress, no longer depressed. It all ended when I squeezed that trigger. One bang, and it all just lifted..........but it fell down on the ones that I lived with. My loved ones, don't know how to deal with, this loss, with no explanation, why this, is what their be saying, the heartache, is all that their be feeling. Till one day, the pain influences their decision, that life is no longer worth living, that nine, being the only solution.....the end is all their be wishing.
THE DARKNESS WE
LIVE WITH.
Suicide is a real problem. I myself have been down that dark road. When a bullet, a pill, or a long peice of rope looks better then waking up the next day. Don't be afraid to seek help. Even when it feels like there isn't, there is someone out there who needs you in their life and loves you. It might end your problems, but it will destroy the ones who love you. Please, dont be afraid to ask for help.
WITH LOVE
MR.BOONIEhatGUY.
But once you let it in, this wondful and evil thing, it will control your life. This Darkness will forever more torment your dreams.
© MR.BOONIE
I'm standing here, drunk and depressed, got this nine to my head, I'm ready to confess, all my sins and misdeeds, lay them to rest. Then paint the wall with my brains, leave it a mess. I must confess, I've got no reason for the way that i am, couldn't explain it in away to make you understand. I've been misunderstood since the day I began, but no more, its gonna all end when I leap off that ledge and take that fall, leaving it all behind. I'm gone.
I'm lying here, dead and gone, there's no more stress, no longer depressed. It all ended when I squeezed that trigger. One bang, and it all just lifted..........but it fell down on the ones that I lived with. My loved ones, don't know how to deal with, this loss, with no explanation, why this, is what their be saying, the heartache, is all that their be feeling. Till one day, the pain influences their decision, that life is no longer worth living, that nine, being the only solution.....the end is all their be wishing.
THE DARKNESS WE
LIVE WITH.
Suicide is a real problem. I myself have been down that dark road. When a bullet, a pill, or a long peice of rope looks better then waking up the next day. Don't be afraid to seek help. Even when it feels like there isn't, there is someone out there who needs you in their life and loves you. It might end your problems, but it will destroy the ones who love you. Please, dont be afraid to ask for help.
WITH LOVE
MR.BOONIEhatGUY.
But once you let it in, this wondful and evil thing, it will control your life. This Darkness will forever more torment your dreams.
© MR.BOONIE
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