This morning I'm writing this letter,
surrendering and proclaiming my dependency.
For the majority of my life,
drugs have been my weakness.
Alot of my control has been lost.
Today i will not falter,
give in or take.
Indulging further into my disease.
On this day Sunday, August 23, 2020.
The first day to a long and difficult journey.
I'll have to learn to live with and accept my life.
Let my hate go, stop dwelling on the past.
I can't continue seeking out drugs,
just to escape.
Running from my problems.
Bandaging whatever issue plaguing me that day.
I'll have to learn to handle my lack of motivation.
The cold disinterest i have with everything. ...