I lay wide awake all day reminiscing about my past. They are all things now that I wish I could always be a part of my life..
But I lay now, in silence just hoping to soon get out of this room I'm confined in.
This unfamiliar, now very familiar room filled with horrific silence in its full glory..
I just want to jump out the window out in the sun, feel it's warmth till I get sun burn..
To feel the cool...