I remember when you gawked at me with no love in your heart. I pleaded with you to please just keep me. Please just try, don't destoy all that was build. To please let me kiss you and to work on for the sake of the years piled behind it.

No emotion was illustrated on your face or in your body movement and stance. You, simply put, spit the cruelest words I'd ever heard from your lips...you demolished me there. You pissed on my ego and then pushed me into a wall.
You looked down at my swollen face and said in a disgusted tone, " Im not in love with you anymore, I am not attracted to you, I don't find you desirable. I am always thinking about sex with other women all the time.... I am not happy....There is nothing between us anymore."

...A piece of me died that day...darkness crept. The girl willing to forgive you...died that day. Perished.

I let myself vanish so that I could be born.

I became a beast, a beast that fucked a beauty and planted roses in it's wake.

I became a woman that I wanted...