My Life has not always been a smooth ride
I've fallen countless times,
At times I let myself stay buried at the result of the fall,
Self pity, Overthinking,
I keep cursing myself I can't just do right,
I loose myself at the effort to make a mense.
I've been drained in the thoughts of my past
In the will to make everything great,
In the will to hold it longer no matter how painful holding on gets.
Yeah, I'm a coward, I'm selfless, I love assurance
But do you bother asking why?
Do you really care how this makes me feel?
Yeah, yeah same old response,
"I hate answering same question countless times".
Yeah I'm sturborn,...