I can remember during my childhood where when we received our grade from school,
Lots of feelings would be flowing through my body,
The feeling of embarrassment,
Disappointment,
Jealousy of perfect kids,
Now as an adult
It's like a big circle,
Similar repeats,
You will think now as an adult you wouldn't disappoint your parents,
With a job,
Living on your own,
Taking on responsibilities,
Experiencing things on your own,
Parents still shadow you,
Expecting you to find a spouse,
Wanting grandchildren,
Come visit them,
All these fears in my mind,
I always feel like I cannot measure of up to what they wish for,
All I want to hear from this is,
We are proud of you,
You don't have to that,
Love you just the way you are,
We can wait,
I want my fear to be released from my body,
Please let me be,
Be patient,