I wish I couldn’t be seen
Because then my life would be like a lucid dream
Instead of a real life nightmare routine
With the constant stress
The horror filled worry called anxiety
All those embarrassing, accidental, unintentional awkward interactions
That make me feel overly seen
It stresses me out
And puts me down

I wanna disappear
And be gone
Because the more I reach out the less they seem to care
Maybe I’d reappear when the dusk turns into dawn
And leave before the people consider I’m here

I feel like I’m always being watched
I feel like I’m always being tracked
I feel like I’m always being hated
I feel like this weight is getting too heavy to hold
I feel it’s a shame when I look in the mirror and see myself
I feel like one day I won’t recognize that person…again
I feel like I’ll be scared when I see the stranger in the mirror
I feel like nobody would care enough to tell me...