Where are you?
You were my best friend
A friendship that would never end
We would dance and laugh all night
I could not even imagine a time
A time when you’d be gone
Where are you?
Looking at our pictures
The glossy Polaroid
Everything that was good is shattered
I wish I could see you just once more
I could’ve done better
Where are you?
I wish to go back
To the better times
When we didn’t know what we do now
By your side
I felt safe
Where are you?
Leave the blinds closed
I won’t go out
A message on my phone
I can’t even focus
Just leave me alone
Where are you?
My heart aches
Like never before
I can’t even see
Through the tears in my eyes
They sting
Where are you?
So cold, I’m shivering
The empty place you left behind
Though you’re always on my mind
All I can feel is your absence
You’re so far
Where are you?
As your smile begins to fade
I’m on the floor
I know it’s over
The memory of your voice pierces through me
Like a blade
Where are you?
A peice is missing
It’s too much and I
Can’t breath
My hands are shaking
I’ll never be the same
Where are you?
Your cost still hanging by the door
The dread I feel
Staring at the ceiling
You’ll never be back
I should’ve known
Where are you?
I feel empty
I feel so distant
My mind is full of dissonance
The laughter we shared
Faded to silence
Where are you?
In the dark
My heart beats slow
Why did it have to end this way?
I’m ready to come with you
Just let me know
Where are you?
Motionless, not a beat
The hurt takes over
Static in my ears
The silence, so loud
Nothing at all
Where are you?
I’m too young for this
My cries echo through the night
If feels like my insides are failing
My organs are ruptured
I should’ve said goodbye
Where are you?
Physical exhaustion
Sucking the air out of my lungs
Cutting through the substance of my being
It hurts to breath
Take me away
Where are you?
I’m screaming please
Come back?…
It strips my heart to the core
As I whisper I love you
I know i can’t have you back
Where are you?