darkness looks so enticing
losing myself to the abyss
looks so easy yet so hard
The beauty of the colour red on a brown skin
but horrid and disgusting at the same time
Oh the pain that would come scares me
but the relief endears me

What would happen to the people left behind
would they miss me or not
would they be relieved that the burden is gone
Or be sadden by my departure
It's a question I...