This is the first and last time I'm writing to you,
The bruises on my body are starting to turn blue,
My eyes hurt from all the times I cried,
I couldn't stop the tears no matter how hard I tried.

School, a place many hate going to,
I hate it for a reason too
I fear for my life, why?,
I'm afraid that one day, after your beating, I won't open my eye.

Dear Bully, what goes on in your head when you punch me?,
My eyes are filled with tears can't you see?,
Yet, you ask me if it hurts,
Can't you see my body is filled with cuts?.

Dear Bully, do you have a heart?,
The things you do to me, even a monster can't,
Breathing has become a problem, I'm coughing up blood,
Whether in school or outside in the mud.

I've tried to tell the teachers they don't even care,
I've tried to tell my parents they are not even there,
I can't ask for help, I only scream in pain,
The fact that I can go home each day is the only thing that keeps me sane.

Mr bully , I'm running out of excuses,
And of make up to cover my bruises,
I hit my head on the door, I fell on the floor,
Those ones are old, I can't think of more.

Do you know what you have cost me?,
I can't wear crop tops, skirts or bikini,
Do you know what happens in my room?,
With every stroke of the razor, I see stars and moon.

Just know that you have ruined a life,
Not with a gun or a knife,
I'm in pain and too dizzy to write,
I know that after today, my pain will float away like a kite.

Farewell, dear bully...

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