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Life Long Love Or friendship?
Wanted to drown in the sadness,
I heard my sensei traveling north of the madness,
What comes next was some celestial cries from my bathroom showers,
I wanted to try that rocket which took the mars rover,
Because that's where my stories are unheard,
And no one judges for who you are and you can be coward,
That escalated quickly i was a teen even in my twenties,
Never heard of a love living long,
Never heard of a love missing warmth,
This was the triangle i have been living along,
What is the status of my living long,
Got little friends but love lost along,
My father told me that is not all that you came along,
You have seen many wonderful days in your life long,
I wanted to throw myself on that cross for another round,
The old bar maid said you can sing along,
It went on till i got that barrel empty in a single drown,
What is the meaning,
Was my first verse in that sing along,
Hold on that was too crazy i knew things wouldn't change baby,
But i wanted to change my life anyhow lately,
Check my pulse maybe it says your name pretty lady,
Thank god no one knew it because that was too foolish to say maybe,
I got my heart molded in whatever ways you could have wanted,
That was embarrassing to say out loudly,
But i never forget which color you wore on your first chasing,
Such a lame questioning i was the one who wanted to know you so badly,
The response was so avid that it hooked me up like a magic,
Never had a doubt in such a ending,
Because the scars are plenty,
The world is never ending till my heart stops beating,
At least for me it is over,
I have no relation to the people of the netherworld,
Because god has excited me much here and there,
Now he shall give me my heaven as i held my last breath,
And love was never an option for who is lonely it is yourself,
Just circling in my thoughts of better world,
I wanted a happy ending but my heart was long cold enough,
It became numb one more time,
Now no one can carry such a burden right?
That's when my friends started kicking in some mood buzz,
I have my friends who are caring enough,
Love you brothers this is time for some friendship love.

© Shafi