I'm writing you this,
your probably wondering why,
cause your lying next to me asleep.
I see your dreaming of angels,
so I'm not gonna awake you.
I'm sorry for being nosey an going thru your phone.
it's just that I get so insecure,
I don't want you between someone else's legs,
cause that would hurt me even more.
but talking like that to another woman is opening up that door.
an I don't want you to do that anymore.
I've stopped talking too all those guys from before.
cause I realized how much I really love you.
I don't need to play talk with these petty dudes,
an put shit In there heads.
or to make the think that I wanna be in there bed.
let alone I don't want myself to even be a thought in there head.
see baby here's the thing,
I found what I was looking for.
Samuel I don't have to look no more,
cause I found what I was searching for.
I know you have heard these same words from me before.
but this time I mean it
with all my heart, mind an soul.
cause these 3 words I misunderstood before.
I know in my heart I truly mean,
I love you even more then what I'd said before.
baby I'm not going no where or leaving like I did before.
I know you mentioned it to me,
cause deep down you really don't trust me,
cause of how I acted before.
please give me the benefit of the doubt.
I'm not willing to make that mistake anymore like I did before.
I can't be without you
your like a prescription an the dose is getting stronger cause I'm loving you even more.
I'm scared I'm gonna loose you to 1 of these hoes,
an I can't have that no more.
neither one of us are single,
so we can't talk freely to other people anymore.
you asked me to marry you,
I want to have your baby,
an make a family an grow old together.
you just have to trust me when I say,
I'm only yours,
an I've closed all those other doors that were open from before.
I won't lead another man on,
I will not open. that door for anything to come in between an say door ajar.
the old me was very petty an immature.
now I'm growing an seeing things for what that truly are.
now I've got my king an I wanna be your queen.
but there's just one thing,
an that's don't let none of these other woman get in between.
cause what we have is so rare,
an I don't wanna share.
I know you understand cause that the difference between a boy an a man.
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