I wish you were gay
So i wouldn't compare myself to the other girls
I wish you were his
So I wouldn't feel like I'm fighting against the whole world just to get you

Yet still I'm so glad I know you...
Actually, be hers i don't care
Cause really,
I want you to be happy
I'll watch your smile from far
I'll smile when I see you laugh
You make me feel various of things that I've never felt before

I can't even understand myself
She made you laugh that made me cry
I know it shouldn't
I know I shouldn't feel this way

I wish you were just handsome
And not a great person
I wish you were just attractive
And not having a deep personality
A beautiful aura within a soft heart
I wish you were just a guy
And not a deep human,
A sensitive soul like a beautiful poem

Yet still I'm glad you are
Yes it sometimes breaks my heart
But most of the time it melts it
It heals my heart
Clears my thoughts

But I wish you loved boys
So I wouldn't think that you wouldn't like me cause I lack of things