I'm proud for once I did not follow

It was a terribly difficult pill to swallow

I didn't say frozen there or wallow

This is all pretty unusual for me

I often react as though I'm 3

Insisting this cannot be and overreacting by a huge degree.

I'd beg and plead him not to leave

Many times the same loss I'd have to grieve

Felt like without him I couldn't breathe

It was a...