My Soon-to-come Joy,

Growing up has been a major task for me,
I have to put in all the work just for you.
I dream about the day I'll get to feel your stubborn kicks against my delicate skin and behold your beautiful face.
The thoughts of you make me shiver, drop my pen and bow my head in deep thoughts.
I hope I'd be worthy enough to call you mine,
And to hold your hands through growing up.
I have learnt a lot and I hope to share with you someday in the friendliest way possible.
I wonder if you'd ever consider me a friend while growing,
If I'd be a true mother to you.
My life in nineteen years have been rough and I am working it out just...