I love u so much that I hate you,
I hate the fact that I fell in love with you,
guess I'm too delusional,
I hate that I even thought that we would last,
when nothing last forever,
I hate that I waited on you to come back, when ur intentions were else where,
I hate that I'm hurting over you,
when you've moved on and I feel so stucked,
I hate that bragged about you now I feel stupid,
that's crazy,
I hate that I trusted you,
I hate that I miss you even tho it pains me so bad,
I hate that I'm so broken and you don't understand why,
I hate that I listened to all relationship goals that we'll never achieve apart,
I hate that that I even met you,
was it destiny though?
I hate that I stayed hungry, and pretend just to get stuff done for you,
I hate that I cried over you, a nigga who I ain't mean shit to,
I hate that I shared my life story with you,
I hate that I had so many happy times with you,
just memories now,
I hate that I even met ur child..no bars,
I hate that u don't value my loyalty after all this time,
I hate that this was all for nothing,
wasted my love and my time boo?
I hate that you texted me that day, should have said no,
I hate every aspect,
All the guys I rejected and trying to prove my friends wrong,
I love u so much that I hate you,
I hate that I have to let you go,
I hate that I'll have to start all over again...giving a next man my body my, Kingdom,
I hate that I still remember you,
what can I do,
I hate that I can't forget you,
I hate that I respected you without a doubt,
I hate that I saw u as my husband, my king,
when u saw me as a no use
I hate that I feel used, mentally abused,
I hate that I wasn't selfish, Caz I should have been,
I hate that I changed so much to be the perfect lady for you,
Caz if you really loved me you would have been here no matter how far you would come bk home,
But I just hate that you made that stupid excuse to leave me,
You just wanna be friend , I hate that,
I just can't forgive you and I hate that,
I hate that i think about you,
I hate that I ever love you,
I hate that I have to hate you,
I just hate you.
© 🍋 lemonade 👑