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this year is different
Yes, I remember
No, that wasn't forever

Yes, I dream about it still
No, it not on my window sill

Yes, I'm happier than ever
No, I'm not losing my endeavors

Yes, I overthink more than I should
No, nothing is misunderstood

Yes, I forget myself
No, I'm not staying on a shelf

Yes, things are amazing
No, I'm not going to stop praising

Yes, I'm beautiful as I am inside and out
No, I'm not going to sit and pout

Yes, I am bad at hiding anything
No, I won't change myself I'm carrying

Yes, I know people think one thing
No, it's not like the worst of everything

Yes, I'm here and oh so happy
No, it doesn't stop days I feel crappy

Yes, more of the best than worst feelings
No, it's not my head that the past is stealing

Not anymore
Not with my own core
And definitely not with what the future has in store