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of the kindly boned structures did we come from - 12/31/23
can we be excused for a minute.. our teeth have melted and the monsters are creeping inside the walls of my veins.. i’m living in filth, coz of shit that i did.. i think i’ve been driven insane—

i’m scared of the ground, scared to look down, scared of the riddles that my mind comes up with, oh- i miss Ed, not the ex the DC character.. he’s here but he doesn’t know how to take care of it—

AH, TAKE ME AWAY COZ THE PAIN IS TOO MUCH- I CANT SEEM TO OPEN MY EYES!
TELL ME MY NAME, TELL ME MY GAME- DON’T YOU KNOW THAT YOU’RE NOT TO JUDGE?!

lie me down on gravel streets, steam roll me coz i’m so empty, you won’t see me bleed, my bones are made of thinly sliced trees, I GIVE LIFE TO MY DREAMS- DON’T KNOW WHAT THEY MEAN, THEY CAN ONLY HEAR ME SCREAM! IM NOT WHAT THEY SAY I AM— won’t you tell me who to be?
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….these labels are so neat……. each one replacing my meat, my muscles.. am i being discreet, they’re overturning my bones, rewriting my genes, my DNA- # DEATH TO ALL THAT WE’VE DONE!! COZ IT WASN’T WITH LOVE!! ALL THE HORRORS WE’VE SPREAD— THROUGH EYES THAT WERE NEW!!

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oh, i’ve become the monster that i always said i’d never be, always said it strictly coz it never made sense to me..
© Fae 💕

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