I'm sorry that I always hurt you, I chose to love others but never loved you, I know you needed me but I never gave you that.

I put other people before you and that's not how it should be, see, I was taught that giving everything you had, even when you had nothing was love. I been told that God would be happy if we sacrifices ourselves even thought we were taught Jesus was the only necessary sacrifice.

I knew you're afraid of rejection but instead I just let you be used, I would watch you cry every night and made you silence every time you had an issue and I'm sorry for that.