~From "Heart And Strings Collection"~

Hey stranger,
Somehow we meet again.
But it's not the usual cuddles and kisses endeavors we prosecute on my couch.
How long does it take for me to get off your mind?
With a full, chest you carried such life phase with a throttle!
Whilst I drown in substance we've created together.
Punched a guy last night for removing your frame from my room.
Felt good but asked why?

Thirty minutes left on this bus
Guess we should acknowledge we are not meant to be.
Courage and hope are demobilized.
Enough trouble already. Fate had plans.
You seem quiet and composed.

What gain is it?
To be elusive and considerate
To think and let go of the fact
With you is where my joy cometh
That with you is my perfect accord!

Blame me.
I loved you truly
You sanctioned me to pains
Only to sometimes reconsider me
I don't want to love pitied!
I deserve it, and even more!

Mere mortals like me have no
Freight over time and death
Love me while we argue and get mad at each other
Appreciate me for I have laid waste
To opportunity that arose to detach us
I do not want to be comfortable
In lies of social influence.

I want to be the reason
You believe in true love
But you believe in distance as a hindrance
I caressed you with attention
Whilst I'm not a part of your schedule
I lay before you my troubles
I'm poisoned by your silent act
Which prevailed in my joy.

Suicidal was once an option
I wish you could hear all the words I'm too afraid to say.
Guess some days are sacred to be lonely.
And prolly an us was too good to be true.
What is truth if it's going to make you not love me
What is jealousy if makes me die in my abdomen.


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From "Heart And Strings Collection"
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