Pictures in my mind
Are they real though?
They look like things around
But nobody else seems to see
Nobody else seems to notice
Hearing words and sounds
But could they be real?
Nobody else acknowledges
But they're clear as day
Thoughts come to my brain
Can anyone else hear them?
I'm paranoid that they might
Even though it's all ludicrous
Even though I know they can't
But I feel what others around do
I feel their pain
I feel their anger
But I also feel their happiness
I feel the best and worst of them
But that's not crazy
The rest of this is
I feel crazy
I feel alone in my mind
Not my life
I'm insane for seeing shadows
I'm not in the right mind
I hear things that aren't there
What is happening inside?
It's nothing new
But I can't put this into words
I feel like I'm going nuts
But it's psychosis
It always is
It just feels like it's worsening
I'm worsening
Feeling what others do
I still have empathy
I've always felt this
People can't read my thoughts
I know that
But even with the ridiculousness
I still get that feeling
What happened to me?
I'm losing touch with everything
But I can't stop thinking it's real
I don't feel real
Although that's also absurd
I can't feel my own feelings right
But I know everyone else's
I try to push my thoughts aside
Because my head tells me to
It tells me everyone knows
Everyone around can hear me
Am I thinking out loud?
It's almost comical
But it terrifies me too
I'm watching the world through someone else's eyes
And I don't know who that person really is