I’ve got a oral fixation
Dreaming of my cigarette smokes new fascination
I crave the way it sits in between my lips
The pull and push of a smokers breath
Like the waves coming to shore
Cigarettes are my new mornings delight
Lighting one up with no end in sight
Just like my mother
We both throwing a fit for a quick hit
I need one like I need fire
I'm constantly craving warmth
A internal desire
It’s so hot and comforting especially when I’m alone
When I was younger I never knew why my mother smoked
Or why she smoked around me
Now in a way
I understand
It’s addictive and warm
It’s a comfort I can pull out my pocket when I’m feel stressed or overwhelmed
I got this new oral fixation
I like to sit outside when no one’s around
I like to daydream as the smoke swirls in my lungs and out through my nostrils
One time my ex friend said when I smoked I looked like a dragon
I think it’s a fond...