our past breaks me in the present
i keep remembering how you talked to those girls
how flirty and playful you were with them
while you also be flirty with me too
how you say the same things you say to me to them
how you keep telling them you miss them
i never ever see that side of you towards me
makes me wonder if that's the real you or not
which side of you are you showing to me?
which is real and which is fake?
i never seen you be so vocal about yourself
the sweet and kind words you say to them
that I wished you would say to me
it hurts how much you look forward to talk to them again
yet, you never bother text me first
it hurts that every time i remember your conversation with them
it makes me wanna be distant, heal and protect myself
maybe i should do that
cause afterall this time,
i am nothing to you
but just a filipina woman
be head over heels to you
maybe ..
we will just never be that kinda couple i have in my head
we'll never a couple who overcame all hardships in life
cause I keep remembering our past
the kind of past that still matters in the present
cause i'm afraid this present might be the same as the past
that you might...