What have I done to you,
To treat me that way,
Is it because I was young and you took advantage of that,
You used me and acted like nothing happened,
Then you tried bribing me with your money for me to keep quiet
Even though you never admitted to what you did.

Have you ever thought about what you did would turn me into,
You made me look at the world as a monster,
You made me think that I was a curse,
You made me believe that in everything I touch turns to be a mess,
You made me believe that everyone is cruel as you are,
You made my tears to always fall like rain,
You made me feel that I am alone in this world.

I tried to forget what you did but I can't,
Especially when you have the guts to look in my eyes every single day And pretend as if you did nothing wrong,
I thought you would regret what you did and apologize,
But it seems you don't care.

I tried thinking positive about myself but when a think about what You did that negative thought always comes back in my mind,
It's like it's hunting me,
It's like there is something holding me back.

I tried speaking out,
Getting help,
But it seems like nobody gets to believe me,
It seems like people think I am a big bag lier,
But I don't blame them because it happened long time ago and I don't have any proof of it,
But it's still eating me from the inside,
I guess it's just my word against yours.

But I just want to live a happy life just like any other child out there,
Best way to do
It is to forgive you,
Even though you never apologize,
Not for yourself but for myself to be free,
For me to get my life back together.
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