I searched for a reason to stay,
a reason to go on with things the way that they were
I've never loved someone that I knew didn't love me back before now, before the internet.
That's why,,
I tried to love you I did, your circumstances were you couldn't, can't, and won't talk.
I can't and don't blame you because in your situation I wouldn't ither.
I understand why and I except your reasons.
I know that some will go on with things such as that but I got nothing out of it I want more than a one sided talk you know I don't need it but I want it.
I'm not mad just hurt, but like all broken friendships it will stop hurting after a while, but I have never excepted someone that didn't, wouldn't or couldn't meet me to give in return what was given from my love. I can't except that, I won't.

I want to go on writing my love stories really one in particular that I wanted to make it a series.
I miss writing I feel like if I can't have the real thing I could at least float one in the old noggin right.
Look I hope that you're happy you deserve to be,
I wish things could be different because I love you
it's been a long since anyone made me feel this way again but I'm a true love and I remembered that our kind don't just give that away.
be happy love,

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